Re: Spiritual Delema…
DJ Ryan Goode
where are you located? it’s possible someone from the gods djs crew lives in your area or know’s someone that does , who can get you plugged in with a solid , bible teaching Church. i agree with nate, if God was speaking to you. you would not be confused. you would know it is God. The word of God states, God is not the author of confusion. I am 99% sure the voices you heard were not of God. I would strongly urge you to get plugged into a Loving Church. I was diagnosed with bi polar mania and borderline paranoid schizophrenia about 8 years ago. coming out of a long stint in the underground rave scene from 99-03. things that i did during that time frame triggered this illness. i used to take a lot of medicine for my illness but over time, as i attended Church as much as possible, went to bible studies weekly, hung out with other Solid Chrisitans, prayed constantly, read the Word Daily, things started to change. i am now off all but 1 medication ( which i have taken almost 3 years for anxiety ) The LORD completely healed me. I have been blessed with strong loving Pastor’s who care about what was going on in my head. i am around strong Elder’s, have a lot of brother’s and sister’s in Christ to speak with. The point i am coming to…. do not fear going to a Bible Teaching Church and after the service. walk up to the Pastor and ask him to speak with you. I am willing to say, that Pastor will sit down with you right then, for as long as it takes to help you get through what is going on. I promise you, when you surround yourself with Solid Christians, have face to face contact, fellowship with other Christians, building each other up, encouraging each other, when you are obedient and follow Christ’s teachings, you will be delivered from this illness. Think back to Jesus and the Disciples. They were together all the time, they were together as much as possible, they were a family…. I pray brother, as soon as possible. today, tomorrow , at the latest sunday morning, you walk into a Christian Church, worship God with other loving Christians and after the service reach out to the Pastor.
Don’t give up, do not let the enemy lie and tell you ” you can’t do it ” or ” you will never be healed ” or ” this pastor is going to judge you ” or ” you are not welcome in this building ” those quotes are all Lies.
THE TRUTH IS. YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD, GOD LOVES YOU, HIS CHILDREN LOVE YOU, HIS PASTOR’S, ELDERS AND SOLID BROTHER’S AND SISTER’S IN CHRIST LOVE YOU. I hope to hear back from you, my heart feels your pain, i completely understand and can relate to what you have been through and what you are going through as i went through this years ago. we are here for you brother, Real Talk. Much Love and God Bless You.