i recommend u to keep on praying and win the battle on ur knees. learned that sometime ago when going to make a similar decision of going on my own then ended up staying and got laid off but thank God I had benefits for three months and some other hel[p like unemployment and ARRA. Just got a job after 5 months and am very thankful cuz it is exactly what i was looking for and seems that there is going to be less hours invested than otehr jobs. Keep ur head up… He will show u the way. God Bless!